You know what I LOVE?

seriously. I am not being sarcastic right now.

When people randomly come out and call me a scenester LMAO


Yeah cause I totally like, wear my hair spikey and in front of my face and i'm all about "sass" and scene points. Cause we all know I go to SO many hXc shows and bring the mosh. and I love robots, and hearts <3


fucking retards.

people need to get a life instead of trying to start a name calling contest with someone they haven't even talked to in 6 months. How the fuck would you know ANYTHING about what I am even close to being?

I wasn't too much of a "scenester" when you were locking lips with me and getting a boner, now was I?

or when you pitched a fit like a little bitch because I didn't want to date you.

fuck you, asshole. fucking joey

Yeah, I don't like being insulted.

In other news, ryan and i are doing swell. i love you, everyone!

GOOD KARMA!

Okay, so I got this great offer. My friend Liz, whom I used to work with (she was my manager at Claire's), currently lives in an apartment in Greenbrier with her sister. However, her sister is getting married in January and her lease there ends in February, so she's going to be moving to Portsmouth and her sister is going to live with her husband. Sooo, she doesn't want to live alone and she wants me to move in with her. She said I wouldn't have to pay more than 100 or 150 a month; she'll take care of everything else. She's 28, good with money, etc. What do you guys think?! I'd only have to pay 300 a month including my car payment and a little extra money for food. Raa! Life is getting sweeter and sweeter. I knew I had some good karma coming my way.

And Jamie, I am calling you later today. I love you!!!

Yep

Life is alright. Im getting back on meds next week cause Im tired of having breakdowns, and not being able to take care of myself. Cant remember the last time I ate or showered, or slept. Just wanna hold you in my hand.

Oh, and this:

sleepngonthemoon (3:28:35 PM): hey
sleepngonthemoon (3:28:37 PM): by the way
sleepngonthemoon (3:28:47 PM): i was looking at your myspace comments
sleepngonthemoon (3:28:49 PM): and uh
sleepngonthemoon (3:28:56 PM): dont do lines with cyndie, okay?
sleepngonthemoon (3:28:58 PM): seriousky.
sleepngonthemoon (3:29:17 PM): you might as well just not even hang out with her because she jsut snorts coke like it's breathin air or something
sleepngonthemoon (3:29:24 PM): i don't want you to get caught up in that
sleepngonthemoon (3:29:34 PM): she's a shitty person; don't trust her for a second.
kandis was like (3:29:44 PM): okay.

I'm looking forward to this fall/winter, it will be a happy one. i just cant wait to wear scarves and mittens. Remembering back to this past Winter, I must’ve been very depressed. For a while, then, I thought I had mono because I always felt tired and slept every free chance I had. I would get up and go throughout my day waiting for the next chance I had to take a nap. At night I would take drugs, put on music, get into bed and wait to drift away. I must’ve been very depressed.

Although, some of the things I saw and experienced remain unmatched. Some of the feelings I had were wonderful.

There aer so many things to look forward to: starting a new, aweseome job on the 20th, winter, my b-day, xmas, new years.

Everyone, i love you.

always say somehting funny

 i believe in romance. what a beautiful creation of the human spirit. i want to be inflamed with it, cause i don't know if i ever have. it's an awful feeling to realize the difference between love and passion, love and infactuation, or love and comfort.

also, would if you were JFK, would you pick marilyn monroe over jackie o?
Jesus, no, jackie o is the personification of style and class.